Thank you.

This is a very private post.
The one I'm talking to will probably never read these words though.
But still, I want to share it here, with everybody.
I have learned so much, in a couple of months, thanks to one person, that I'd like to write it down here, to show the reasons why I'm so grateful.
In my bad English, just because he likes this language.

I read again. A lot. 3 books a week at least, as a junkie reader.
But I read in a different way, with clever eyes and mind thanks to you: I read with a dictionnary! And it's so rewarding.
I write again too. My heart speaks, and I write down its words.
Not as well as you. But I'm sure to be better and better with time. And it's so relieving.
I easily talk to people now. I mean no usual chit-chat, but concrete conversations during which I succeed in confiding myself. As I did with you. And it's so healthy.
I answer "thanks a lot" and that's it when someone compliments me, and I stop running myself down. Cause I know now my obsession to be better doesn't mean I'm not already good. I know I'm good, and I'm not scared to say it anymore as you recommended it to me. I know and like my skills, my talents. And I want to, I will improve them. Cause it makes me feel stronger.
I want to learn, I want to know. Your own curiosity improved mine so much. And your perfectionist knowledge made me want to know in-depth, and not only to "have heard about it" anymore. And it makes me enjoy each moment of my humble life.

So, for all these reasons, and even more, thank you. Deeply thank you.

Orgueil, un 24 juin.

La quête

Résolutions.

Oui, au mois d'Octobre, justement.

1. Arrêter toute substance nocive pour le corps et l'esprit (clope, alcool...)
2. Reprendre la diète et le sport.(objectif très précis fixé)
3. Oublier ce garçon qui a volé et écrabouillé mon cœur en si peu de temps, et inconsciemment en plus.
4. Dépenser l'énergie perdue à l'aimer à ne m'occuper que de moi! Et de mes ami(e)s qui me sont si chers.
5. Ne pas finir 2012 sans avoir trouvé et suivi une formation photo sérieuse.
6. Me remettre à lire, à écrire, à dessiner, à peindre, à jouer du piano, au lieu de pleurer.
7. Et surtout, aller au bout de chacune de mes résolutions!

Everything's said.

I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
"I'll remember", you said,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.


You know how the time flies
Only yesterday it was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
"I'll remember", you said,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
"I'll remember", you said,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
"I'll remember", you said,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.